ThunderHeart

Music is medicine! As I am listening to this song from Seether, I feel so many emotions: fine, anger, loneliness, sadness, anger, and fine again.   All these emotions that I feel, are just taking me into a whirlwind of indescribable loneliness and sadness.  I find myself crying from anger, but I live from the depth of your love.   You save me each time.  I am like this tumultuous ocean, and you are my safe harbor that is always waiting for me.  Do you remember that cold December night when your lips touched my lips for the first time?  We were so young and naive but unafraid to love.   I remember looking at you and never imagining that you were the man in my dreams.  Before I even met you, I dreamt about you, and each time the same dream.  It was a snowy night and you and me were walking holding hands leaving our footprint with each step we took to cross the Brooklyn bridge.  We looked mesmerized with each other, and you never stopped holding my hands to keep me safe from myself.  I never thought I will find you! And here you were right in front of me giving me life back with each kiss, each glance, and each caress!  As my trembling lips touched yours, I was thinking where do we go from here?  How do I get to keep you?  I felt anxious and desperate!  I did not want you to be just a dream.  As I went back to my apartment, I cried from the thought of missing you again for another hundred years.  After all these years, are you still with me?